change

As humans we learn a few thing. I know I am pointing out the obvious, but hear me out. I like to tell a few life lessons I’ve learned so living on this world for 18 years. By doing so I like to believe I am helping others. I could also be writing this to nobody and they don’t give a shit about what I learned and that they know everything about anything.

That’s up to them all I could do is give out what I know and hope someone will take it. Yes, I do have a life lesson for you, but it’s more of a back story, a downfall, and a dusting yourself off and trying again kinda moment.

I am a procrastinator as you know, or at least was a procrastinator. I would spend most days staring at my homework thinking I knew it but in the end I didn’t know jack shit. I would cry and wail thinking “I should know it I studied” 

Little did I know studying is more than staring at your books and calling it a day. I then didn’t get to where I wanted to go, instead I’m stuck on plan A. This drove me to be upset for a long while until I said. “It’s not too late.”

(I don’t think saying what had happen will do anything, plus I really don’t want to expose myself so I won’t tell you guys what happens. Anyways back to my rant.)

I got started on what I needed to do and  to where I needed to go. Life throws obstacles all around us guys okay it’s okay to get knocked down. The only thing that matters is if you get up again. I believe in God and that God has a plan for all of us and that we need just stick to our guts. Mine told me to get up wipe those tears because you’re a strong woman who can get through this.

At the end of the day we will always have people trying to tear us down, or think that we will end up someplace we shouldn’t be. All you need to do is focus on yourself and don’t let nobody get in you way because you’re a strong man or a strong woman.

Now stop reading this and go do something great.

bye for now.

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casual chit chat

Good day mates.

I shouldn’t be allowed to blog I am so sorry for even posting that intro. Anyway hello reader welcome if you’re new and if you were already here welcome back. I’m currently dying from a cold my body is giving up on me and school started only 2 weeks ago. I mean it’s fine, I’m fine, it’s cool you can go ahead and just shut down you have my permission.

I’m being sarcastic to those who can’t sense sarcasm. I may or may not be juggling writing a post, along with doing my homework, as well as watching YouTube.  What a great student/blogger/fangirl.

Lately I’ve been listening to bodak yellow by cardi b to get myself pumped before doing anything. Like I need to get up early I play it and start getting pumped and I’m ready for school.

I took a guitar class by the way, it’s very hard to learn. The guitar is my favourite instrument though so I’m very determined to learn it and be able to sing and play at the same time. I swear its like patting your head and rubbing your belly hard. I learned how to play sick of losing soul mates by Dodie on the guitar. It’s literally two stings and like the same notes over and over so it wasn’t that hard to learn. I will keep you posted on my progression as I learn the guitar.

I hate waiting for the weather to change because like summer lasts forever and it won’t end. I’m waiting for the cold weather so I can wear my hoodies, knit sweaters, and beanies. Like if it’s hot how am I going to do that.

anyway, it literally took me days to write this which is why it’s all over the place. I hope you don’t get too confused. I hope you have a great rest of you day and I’ll catch you on the next one.

PSA: I don’t know what to write next and I feel like giving the people what they want so if you want my opinion on things or advice just drop a comment or something. Or, you could just tweet me @2ambyrose which is also on you right if you’re reading on my website.

ok bye

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adulting

I see myself doing a lot of things when I grow older. I really want to travel somewhere and learn all sorts of different cultures. Visit my home country meet extraordinary people and learn lessons from them. Before I do all of those things I plan on being something else. I want to be a nurse some day, helping people has been something I’ve wanted to do since I was little. I guess that was before I wanted to be a doctor or a lawyer.

honestly, I’ve realized a lot of things when I turned 18. Guys, adulting is very hard no one taught me how to open a bank account, how to build credit, what finances are, and so much more. When ever I asked for help they said. “Nobody is going to hold your hand for the rest of your life.  You have to learn to face this stuff by yourself at some point in your life.”

Every time I’m stuck and can’t figure something out I always ask for help. Lately I’ve been doing things all on my own and I’m very proud of myself. Adulting is hard, in fact it is a new chapter in your life where you learn a hundred things at once. Personally I like challenges. when you accomplish something as little as opening your bank account it’s very liberating because you had no one with you to do it and you’re a free person.

That is all i have for you today guys I really hope you have a fantastic day.

See you soon

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little advice

The whole point of advice is to use it, then pass it on to someone you think would need it the most and so forth.

Hello everyone I hope all of you are having a great day, currently this week is probably the best week of my life. I just wanted to talk about a few things, it might be dark and it might be positive we will see.

So, basically things haven’t been so great for me these past few years, I’ve gone through a roller coaster of emotions and thoughts. I was very very negative towards myself, but not once was I negative towards others. I always believed that everyone can reach their maximum power when encouraged. I always pushed my friends to be the best they can be, and that they are worth so much more than they thought they were. During this time I was negative to myself despite sprinkling every ounce of positivity on other people. I don’t regret any of it trust me, I would do it over and over again. My friends reached their maximum points and I know they will do amazing things for our generation. They all moved on, while I was stuck behind because I didn’t put any time or effort into me.

I hit another low after that I would cry almost every day, I would say horrible shit about myself and just would take the negativity to another level. Then I thought, how the hell am I going to get somewhere if I keep mopping around like this. So this summer I took it upon myself to ditch the negativity in the past and start being positive. Of course it was hard, but it started to get easier over time. Things started to get better I made plans for the future and I think I can make it to where I want to be. This week has opened my eyes to what being positive is all about. If you do good and be good, good things will happen to you. This coming from someone who was deep in the dark.

For those who are going through stuff, please don’t give up on yourself yet. You are so much more than you think you are. You’re smart, beautiful, and amazing. Don’t let yourself or anyone else tell you other wise.

This is it from me, I hope you enjoyed this post and have a happy day.

Song recommendation of the Day: Hoodie – Hey Violet

 

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tea & tales

Hello everyone I hope all of you are doing well, and are happy. I wanted to just come on here and tell you all about how I came up with the category tea and tales. My go to tea is always chai it will always be chai, but if I don’t have anymore I make orange pekoe. I would add cinnamon bark, cloves, and cardamoms in the tea pot and a little bit of sugar. When I drink tea I am automatically relaxed, there is no stress in my mind all that’s there is a warm cup of tea and my thought.

I always catch myself writing when I drink tea, it’s like it’s my cup of inspiration. I always imagine something and I put it into words no matter how ridiculous it sounds. I caught this a few days back, I believe it was Sunday when I wrote a weird story. I will write it in this post so I think you will see it. It’s called little town, I personally like weird stories with no meaning. It’s just a person making tea and thinking. No gender, you can pick a name and gender if you would like but I don’t think this character really has one.

Enjoy.


The pitter patter sound of the rain hitting my window invaded my almost hollow home. The light whistle of the kettle shook me from my thoughts. I slowly walk over to my now screaming kettle, I lift it off of the stove and onto a coaster. I sigh as I caught myself staring out the window. This stupid town is so miserable, always raining I thought. I love the rain it keeps the quiet out. I pull out one of my many mugs and put in a tea bag. I let the hot water pour into the mug, steam rising from the bottom to the top of my cup. I let the tea steep before I take a sip. 

“This old little town.” I sang my rendition of little town by the classic beauty and the beast film. “You keep me wide awake, yet you’re quiet.”

“Little town, your rain creates a safe place for me.” I sang. I laugh at my silly lyrics and take a sip of my tea as I stare out the window some more. 

One day, maybe I will be able to leave this quiet town. Maybe, just maybe. 


It’s quite short, but maybe next time I will make it longer. Well, that’s it for me I hope you all have a great rest of your day. Also I’ve been tagged for a music tag, so be sure to look out for that since I have little stories behind them.

Goodbye

 

late night inspirations – promo?

Hello beautiful readers, I hope you all are doing well. Lately I’ve been writing late at night, I don’t know maybe I’ll make a category called “late night inspirations”

Actually, I will do that and today is the first of many post for that category. I honestly had something to write about but i completely forgot so I’m just write random stuff until I remember.

I remembered what I was going to say, alright you ready?

Have you guys downloaded the best fiends game? If you haven’t clearly you haven’t lived. It’s cute little puzzle game that you play on your phone and you win little prizes at the end! I’ll link it below!

I’m lying.

I never got sponsored by best fiends, I don’t even know how the game works. I fooled you so good, but if I didn’t I clearly failed.

I was just wondering, has any blogger received any like promotional deals? Like any of you have any promo deals?

Honestly, I think it’s a great deal to get $ and you just have to say please download it or use my code or whatever.

Anyways late night chit chat is over, Good night ❤

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Girl, I don’t Know.

Good evening everyone!

How are all of you doing this fine, fine day? I hope everyone is well and happy. Today I just felt like writing. Usually I would just tweet about random crap and I just end up spamming and losing followers and that ain’t cute. Besides I feel like 140 characters are not enough for me.

I’ve been listening to a lot of music lately (not a shocker) and most of them are like bops.

HIGHLY  suggest listening too:

  • Selena Gomez – Fetish Ft. Gucci Mane
  • Rhianna – Love on the Brain
  • Troye Sivan – BLUE Ft. Alex Hope
  • Lorde – Liability
  • SZA – Love Galore Ft. Travis Scott

They have been playing on repeat for me and it’s like a mix of sad, frisky, lonely, mad, and like all that good stuff.

On another note, I’ve been doing a lot of research on mental health. IT’S A THING. Like I’ve not been feeling like myself (not going into detail DW). I was feeling stressed and tired about certain situations. When anyone would talk to me I would just become angry and stay mad all day. I took a couple of days to myself and just relaxed and I’m starting to feel a little better. Anyway, moral of the story is take a day off if you need too, it won’t be the end of the world.

I’m kinda digging my new blog, how do you guys feel about it? I feel like it’s more me and more mature I guess. That doesn’t make sense, but I’m gonna roll with it.

That’s all i have to say today, so farewell have a nice night and yeah stay positive and know that you are and forever will be worth it. Spread positivity, not negativity. Negativity is satan guys don’t fall for it.

Alright, bye.

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